I think I've always been tentative to answer for fear of sounding selfish. I tend to put others' needs or wants ahead, admittedly not always self-lessly. The other half of my hesitance is self-consciousness.
Now I have downtime and the urgency to answer that question before taking my text life-step. So far I'm not sure of the answer but there's no wrong or right. I'm even afraid of what those wants are and changes they inevitably bring. (Change and I aren't friends but we've learned to be civil and even neighbourly.)
These are the hardest:
1) I want to not be afraid of wanting.
2) I want to be honest and good to myself.
3) I want to actually follow through with what it is I'm wanting.
Perhaps (and rightfully so) I should answer "Who am I?" first.
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